Tuesday, September 30, 2025

Introduction

My life--every life--is full of experiences. Things that either help us grow or tear us down. The funny thing is, we don’t usually get to choose our experiences; but we do decide what they do to us.  No matter what happens, the effect thereof is completely dependent upon how we choose to let it affect us.  We may not be able to choose all the thoughts that come into our heads, but we can decide whether or not to let them stay.  We have been given the power of agency. Let us use it well.
Life is an interesting thing.  We came from the spirit world here to earth. What a contrast!  Suddenly we were limited. There were new natural laws we had to obey. We were trapped inside a tabernacle of clay, able only to perform such acts as this mortal body could allow. We knew and could understand almost everything; and then we could not even grasp the simplest of concepts. We came from eons of growth; then all had to be relearned. Even the wisest of people on earth are embryo compared to those closer to God, not to mention God Himself. Yet each of us has a mission. We were given the challenge to perform and complete that mission with no memory of God and our previous life with Him. We had to start from Square One.
     God is a loving god. He does not leave us comfortless, nor does He remove all connection between heaven and us.  How could He leave us to wander, trying to find the right path, having no knowledge of which to choose?  He has endowed us with a small connection, a slight remembrance of our heavenly home. We have the power to recognize when something is right.
      But there must be opposition in all things.  If we had only good influences, how would there be a choice? There has to be something that pushes for the other side, something we have to choose from.  This conflict of voices that speak to us creates a lot of confusion.  Thoughts are a powerful force in helping us learn and grow, and also in what path we choose to follow. Pondering is something the Lord often encourages in the scriptures. This is a collection of the pondering of a girl's heart.

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Leikki

    Not too long ago, there was a little kitten.  Her name was Leikki.  She was the happiest kitten that ever lived, and she especially loved playing with friends.
    One morning, Leikki woke up with a happy thought in her head.  “I want to make some friends today,” she said to the Sun.  “So then I can play with them and we can all be happy!”
    The Sun smiled down on her and said it was a good idea.
             So Leikki went bouncing joyfully down the path to find some friends.  Soon she came upon three adorable bunnies.  “Hello!” She said.  “I am looking for friends.  Will you play with me?”
    The bunnies liked Leikki’s happy smile.  The brown one said, “Our favorite thing to play is racing down the path and seeing who can bounce the farthest.  Let’s play it!”
    The other bunnies agreed and lined up.  Leikki was excited to play with her new friends, and she lined up next to them.  But when they started bouncing, Leikki kept getting her feet tangled up and she fell down.  
The bunnies looked at her.  The black one said, “Why can’t you bounce like us?”  The white one said, “She’s too different.  See?  Her ears are too short and her tail is too long.  We can’t play with her.”  And the bunnies bounced away.
Leikki was sad.  But she still remembered her happy thought and the Sun's encouragement; so away she went to find some other friends.  After a few minutes, she met a tortoise. “Hello!” She said. “My name is Leikki. Do you want to be my friend?”
The tortoise slowly turned to look at her. He liked her bright eyes. “Okay,” he said, “I will be your friend. I am going to see my other friends. How about you come with me.”
So Leikki and the tortoise started down the path. Leikki was so excited that she kept skipping ahead. Then she would remember that tortoises walk slowly, so she would come back and skip along beside him. But the tortoise was bothered. “Would you stop that?” He asked in an angry voice. “You need to slow down. I don't want to be friends with someone who goes too fast. Your legs are too big, anyway.” And he turned to walk away from her.
Leikki wanted to catch up with him. She could have. But she didn't, because she knew he would say she was going too fast. Instead, she walked the other way.
Leikki was starting to feel very sad. She liked her friends, but her friends didn't seem to like her. Her ears were too short and her tail was too long and her legs were too big and she went too fast.
Leikki saw a pond and stopped to look at herself. The more she looked, the more she saw that her friends were right.  
“I want friends,” she whispered. “But nobody likes me. I'm not good enough.”
The Sun looked down and warmed her back. “Leikki,” He said, “you are good enough. You are good enough for me. Keep looking for friends, little one. I promise you will find some.”
The Sun's words made Leikki feel better. She smiled and lifted her head.
Suddenly, a face popped out of the water. It was a fish. “Oh, hello!” The fish said. She liked Leikki’s graceful way of moving. Leikki smiled even bigger. “I'm Leikki. Can you be my friend?”
The fish nodded. “Yes. And my other friend is down here. Do you want to come swim with us?”
Leikki wasn't sure about the water, but she jumped in anyway. These must be the friends the Sun was talking about.
But kittens aren't meant to be in water. Leikki couldn't breathe, and the water in her fur made her sink. The fish pushed her to the shore and put her head out of the water. “You're a kitten,” they said. “You can't swim. You have too much fur.” And they swam away.
Leikki was very sad now. She thought she would never find friends, so she started walking home.
“Leikki,” the Sun said. Leikki hung her head and didn't look at Him. “Leikki, my little one,” He said again.
Leikki looked up. “What? I don't want to listen to You anymore. You lied to me. You said I would find friends if I kept looking, but I didn't. So I'm going home. Alone.”
The Sun warmed her back. “Oh, my little one. You haven't been looking long enough. Keep looking. I will keep my promise.”
Leikki shook the water out of her fur. She didn't know what to do. Then the Sun pointed His light on a path next to her. “Follow my light down this path.”
Leikki did. She walked along the path, following the light of the Sun. Then, as she came close to a corner, she heard noises. They were happy sounds, and they made Leikki feel very excited. She ran around the corner and was met by a most wonderful sight!
There, jumping and playing around on a beautiful, sunny patch of grass, were more kittens than Leikki could count! All of the other kittens had short ears and long tails and strong legs and soft fur--just like Leikki. All of them liked her happy smile and bright eyes and graceful movements. And all of them were her friends forever after, and played with her all day.
That night, before Leikki fell asleep next to her wonderful new friends, she looked at the beautiful setting Sun. “Thank you,” she said.
And the Sun smiled kindly as he slipped behind the mountains. “Goodnight, little one,” He said. “Remember: I will always keep my promises.”

Tuesday, June 6, 2017

I Could Have Been a Princess

I could have been a princess
If I hadn’t been born here.
If my parents hadn’t brought me,
I might’ve come some other year.
I could have been the daughter of
Some ancient tribal chief,
And married to a rival king
(To my own lover’s grief).
Or perhaps a dreaded pirate
Would have been my dad instead,
And he’d take me out to sail the seas
And plunder for our bread.
I might have come to poverty,
And lived to beg for food;
Or inherited some vast estate
And used my wealth for good.
Oh, I could write for many days
Of good and bad things I’ve escaped
Because of when and where I came
And how my life was shaped.
The things that I could dream about--
“If only” and “What if” !
“If only I’d have been born then…”
“What if I could have lived…”
But there’s no use in wondering, wishing,
’Cause there’s a purpose for my birth.
God’s Plan is good, and blesses all
He sends to live on Earth.
He knows my heart and all my needs.
He placed me here by grand design.
He promised me if I obey
All He has can be mine.
And so, I’ll live the way He taught
Content with what I’m given,
Because I trust the Plan and Love
Of my Great God in Heaven.


Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Spear the Rain

Catch the Wind
And spear the Rain
Walk on Sky
Give Light a name

Fly with Wings
Sing like the Stream
Dance in Starlight
Live a Dream

Channel Sunshine
Shape the Dark
Dwell with Fire
Light a Spark

See with Blindness
Walk when Lame
Hear when Deaf
Be proud with Shame

Breathe in Hope
And speak with Peace
Love forever
Never cease

Monday, December 12, 2016

Ring 'Round the Moon

It is said of old
That if lovers sat
Beneath a moon with a ring,
Their hearts would be bound
In love forever,
And there’d be no end to their loving.

If you and I
Sat here tonight
Beneath this ring and moon,
Would our love grow
Like the echoing light,
And shine like this ring ‘round the moon?

We’d live in love always,
Our love would not end.
No, it wouldn’t end late or soon;
Loving forever
In a continual round,
Because of this ring ‘round the moon.


Hear My Heart's Song

If you could hear my heart’s song,
Would you understand?
And could you answer with your own heart’s voice
To let my wond’rings end?
I stand at the window and stare at the stars
With one thing on my mind:
I’m waiting and watching and searching;
Is it you that I will find?
I’m hoping you’ll hear this dream of mine.
I’m hoping you’ll make it true.
I’m hoping you haven’t forgotten me.
Please know how much I miss you!

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

Groping Hands

I wander in darkness
Endless night
I’m dreaming of morning
A ray of light
But the mist creeps ever near
The daytime’s forgotten
I can’t see
So long ere a sunrise
Sets me free
Now I’m overcome with fear

I wonder where you are
I’m alone
It’s long since you left me
On my own
The dim path I cannot find
In bitter sleep I’m dreaming
I can’t wake
Reality--no longer
Can it take
This aching pain that is mine

Hopelessness won’t leave me
Sorrow stays
I’m lost, my soul destroyed
Fear did raze
Tearless weeping never ends
Struggling, reaching out
Groping hands
Reach back and pull me up
To better lands
On you happiness depends